Your on my mind a lot lately, can't believe it's almost 10 years as I write to you. Wished we would have had more time together. I try to imagine the sort of man you would have become. I have no doubt what surrounded your sudden death and those I will never forgive. You've missed so much. Just like we've missed so much of you. Your spoken about often and you will never be forgotten. Love and miss you always big lad ya mum xxx

Miss you more today than yesterday. We were cruelly keep apart for so many years but I knew one day you come back to my life again, but you were taken to quickly from me. The one thing we can be grateful for is we found each other again and you made your own choices and came to your own conclusions. Just so sad that by the time we were back in each others lives you were so damaged emotionally. But you saw for yourself, everything that happened and you told me they were evil beyond belief for keeping us apart. Sad as I was about your situation you had the insight to know the truth and you told me so .I am grateful the short time we shared young man and I will miss you always till the day I die. Sleep tigh Joseph I love you so much. Xxx

8 years big lad, I will always miss you and a piece of my heart is lost forever, but in my mind your here. Will never forget you or what happened to you. The memories of you will stay with me till the day I die. We missed a lot of time together here on earth but one day we will be together again in spirit. Love you xxx MUM.