Your on my mind a lot lately, can't believe it's almost 10 years as I write to you. Wished we would have had more time together. I try to imagine the sort of man you would have become. I have no doubt what surrounded your sudden death and those I will never forgive. You've missed so much. Just like we've missed so much of you. Your spoken about often and you will never be forgotten. Love and miss you always big lad ya mum xxx